So you think it's about PMS? Think again.....

We women likes to put the blame on our hormon changes for affecting our mood swings.  Somehow or rather, that's not always true.  We all know that there's this thing called life cycle...and this cycle can really change our perspective, our outlook on life and of course our mood swings.

At times, you are happy and chirpy.  That's probably when you're at your most positive state, with a spirit as high as Mount Everest, and your brain just overflowed with brilliant ideas you could almost think that you're way better than Einstein!  No one could affect your sunny and sparkly emotions...........so you think.

And then...reality checks in!  Hmph!  You feel like shit...and you look like shit!  The whole world seems to be closing in on you and your brain just freezed and stopped working.  "Where the hell is the house key?!"  "This stupid jar just won't open!"  "*%#*...I left my phone at home again!"  (Note: swearing words becomes the ultimate link in your full sentences).  When you're in need to be creative, that particular "department" up there in the skull suddenly shuts off.  And then...envy, that turns into jealousy starts creeping in as you see other people's divine work or creation sits right in your face.  You tremble as you try to hold back your teeth from biting your lips...and then you start biting your nails instead!  Arrggghhh!  What else could go wrong?!

You see that my "unhappy" paragraph is longer than my "happy" paragraph?  Is all that plainly because of my PMS?  No.  That's just life challenging us on a day to day basis.  The Big Boss up there somewhere is evaluating us every day.  I imagine Him walking around with His iPad, checking and putting in remarks.  Too exagarating about the iPad?  What...?!  Hey, less we forget that this is a borrowed world okay...that He is our Creator, and that He planned EVERYTHING even before HE put us all down here?  So who do you think planted those brilliant ideas inside those great inventors' heads?  ...  Yeah...you got that right.

Hey...wandering way over the topic here (my usual tendency).  So yeah...life is suckie sometimes BUT it all depends on our approach to it.  Here's a tip to share.  Enjoy it when you're at the highest peak, be grateful, share your happiness and be encouraging and comforting towards others.  When you're down, just stay away from people.  No one wants to put up with a moody and ugly person (...ugly?  well yeah...how can you be pretty when you feel and look like shit?).

Note that my happy tips are longer than my unhappy tips.  Why do you think it so?  Well, my 5 cents for thought says it so because you can give so much when you're a happy person but can only cause one thing when you're angry...which is hurt.

I am not sharing this because I've already perfected myself...no.  It is just a blah that I felt of blogging about...a sharing...a thought that has been lingering in my mind that helps to tell me that there's still something going on up there.

So...here's to dear Mr. Life.  My honest respect to you for you are God given.  For as long as the Big Boss is constantly by my side, I will be just fine ;).