I Know It's Impossible...

...but I wish I could erase the date April 10th, 2011 from my life's journey so I didn't have to go through it, and that nothing on that day had happened to me.  Yes I know it's impossible but please...just let me wish.

It's looking a lot like Xmas around and I'm not looking forward to it.  I got myself busy preparing for the cards to go out, put them up on sale at the Xmas Baazar, but I just couldn't feel the excitment.  It's just empty inside. Oo please..please...just let me wish.

This is going to be a very painful Xmas for me.  I praise God that He's going to send me my 2 angels over to cheer me up.  It's the only thing that I look forward to. 

I hope I will be okay.  So please...please just let me wish.